Sad Love Song

Dis is a song composed by a 17 years old girl to her bf b4 she passed away...Saw dis video thru my fren's blog..

But after read thru all the comments, I donno whether d story behind dis song is true o not...Howeva..it is considered as a nice song...Enjoy it !! =D

Guilty Guilty...

Haihh..my weekend is gonna end soon in 36 minutes..and I stil hvnt start any of my assignments til now..>.<..Guilty Guilty..>.<..Wat did I do juz nw ??? Hmm...

10am-3pm
-Webcam wif my mum-
-Went into fb and wasting my time in Cafe World-
-Watched 1 episode of Marmalade Boy in PPS-
-Washed my clothes-
-Listening to songs-
-Read fren's blog-
-Blogging-

3.30pm
-Opened BNF and MARTINDALE DRUG REFERENCE books to do MIP !! I got start doing I got start doing !! But ony 5 minutes...T___T..then I threw the books to the floor edi and never touch it til now-
-Clicked here clicked there-

4pm
-Had a nap for about 1 hour 30 minutes like tat-

5.30pm
-had an hour chat wif Alan..lolz-

6.30pm-9pm
-Chat, played and talked wif Sam-
-Clicked here clicked there again-

9pm-Now
-Searched some mmvs in youtube-
-Listening to songs-
-Deleted all my emails-
-Clicked here clicked there-

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Haihhh......Can I postpone everything tat I had planned to do dis week to next week ?? Hahahaha !! I guess I hv to...coz no time edi..=P..Leng lui oso felt bored I think..coz my media clip tab kept popping out d notifications showing me that she had updated her blog..2 posts in an hour..hahaha !! Looks like she's also in moulding state same like me..Hahahahah !!!

B-O-R-I-N-G Weekend..

Sooooo boring o !!!! Nowhere to go~ Nothing to do !!! Like nth to do edi after handing in the laz report on Thursday..I have been doin nothin for 3 days edi~Juz clicked here clicked there and watched cartoon...I watched 15 episodes yesterday from morning til nite~hahahahah !!! At 1st planned to start doing my slides for MPH112 presentation..but haih.....stil failed to do so at the end....Actually I stil hv lotz of assignments hvnt do yet...hahahaha..but too lazy to start now coz not rush ma~=P

BORING BORING BORING !!

Too sien edi til I go and play bac Cafe World in fb..But now I regret edi for starting playing tat game..make my internet so lag and I hv to keep a watch on it coz I nid to take away d 'door' once all the food have finished..if not my rating will decrease coz no food can be served to customers..=.='''..LOL...

Haih...boring boring boring !!!! Think I will hv penyakit kemurungan if I stil continue like dis...Hahhaahha !! Do u think itz possible ?? Hahahah !!

Dis pic sooo 'cute' !!
But I'm not til tat boring til wan to eat table la~
Hahahaha !!

双子座终极完美分析

有很多的朋友，可是“看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个” 这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他 都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关 于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西.

一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双 子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子 这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀 在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。

我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的“朋友”关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的， 之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双 子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每 个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被 伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心 的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去 见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤 悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

爱情的起跑点和终点....

当你决定牵一个人的手的时候...就不要那么轻易的放开你的手..

当你决定跟一个人提出交往的时候..就不要轻易的提出分手...

当你真的爱一个人的时候..你就要好好的保护她的心..因为竟然你拿了..你就不要轻易的打碎它..

不要轻易的说出'我爱你'这三个字如果你还不确定..因为女人真的会把它当真..痴痴的相信你对她的感情...

当你真的爱她的时候..你要让她知道..但如果你不爱她的话..就放她走吧...

当你决定要结束你们之间的关系的时候..不要默默的不出声..静悄悄的离开对方..

因为虽然你什么都没说..但你的语气和动作会慢慢表露出来...

你的变化...只会让对方更伤心的为你泪流满面..

不要以为女人不哭..就代表她的心也没有在哭..

没有事情会比当你发现他是你的一切但对他而言你却什么都不是的事情还要伤心..

有些女人会为自己戴上一个假面具...

会一直微笑着让你认为她一直都很开心..

会一直哈哈大笑让你不会认为她在哭...

当你离开她的时候..她还是会戴上这个假面具..

勉强自己微笑着和你说再见..

即使她的心正在'流血'中....

D.I.Y

Donno wat to write actually in dis post coz nth special in dis few days..I did write 2 posts yesterday but I juz saved it as drafts..My secret..=P...

Went to browse my pics juz nw and found out some pics that we took when we made D.I.Y for Oinki Oinki and Chokky as birthday present..Me and Yin decided to challenge dis hard task coz we really donno wat to buy edi for their bday..hahaha !!

~A coffee shop~
~This was the 1st one we made for Oinki's bday since she's d oldest one among us..=P..Me and Yin spent 8-9 hours juz to make dis small shop..We tot of giving up at the beginning and juz give d whole thing to her and let her do herself coz there were lotz of things to do !!! Cut ar..Stick ar..Make the shape ar..0___0..But we still got it done at the end..Yeah !!

~Can open 1~

~Actually there was supposed to have a tablecloth on the table 1~But both of us ony realize it after we had finished sticking everything on it..So nvm la~Hahaha !!~

~This was d 2nd one for Chokky's bday present..Dis time d progress was faster compared to the 1st one coz dis time Oinki was helping us too !! Hahaha !! Oinki is very good in everything..=D..Dis time we chose the one that hang on wall 1~A bit tough to make it coz everything cant stick steadily if the frame, base and gum are not strong enuf...But we still managed to do it ! ^.^

Yin's present ar..hahaha !! Laz year didnt manage to give her anything coz me & Oinki went to UK edi..=( We can ony send a birthday msg to her..U wait ya..I will find something special for u at here..if possible..0__0...Or if u wan me ony enuf edi oso can de..Yeh~~Hahahah !! ^0^

Exam Week..

Juz had our MPH113 Exam on Monday..5 topics nid to study man !! Really hard to be absorbed into my brain...We went over to St.Peter Campus to hv our exam coz our Main Campus dont hv an suitable exam hall..I've changed one of my answers laz minute before handing in my exam paper..and my actual answer was right..so now bcame wrong edi...T.T...But I told my fren 'Nvm la..1 mark ony ma..'..And now d result out edi..I got 69..=.=''''..I really dont like if my marks ending wif a number '9'...coz if u noe u got ur ans correct at the beginning and then u got it wrong coz u changed ur ans at laz...U will really wanna hit urself against the wall...=.='''..Now I wan d 1 mark bac edi !!! T.T...Haih..nvm la..quite good oso my result since our lecturer told us tat laz year 70% failed for dis exam..So ok la..

~Our Exam Hall~

~D chair is so cute !!~

~Crystals that I made in MPH115 Lab~

~Quite little~

Nid to start doing my MPH114 Portfolio and my MPH113 Worksheet edi !! All my frenz like so stress and started doing it edi..And me leh..like so relax and can blogging again..Hahahaha !!! =p

下一站幸福..你...找到了吗 ?

Currently watching the newest Taiwanese drama '下一站幸福'...It is a very nice drama !! Tears can flow out from my eyes in every episode tat I watch ! So saddening~~T__T..Hahahah !! But if not sad I oso wont watch la~But Itz really a nice drama !! Highly recommended for all of u !! Watch it !! ^^

有些人的人生，是直達車
有些人卻是慢車，中間總要經過許多站，經歷許多人…

有人總是下錯站，坐過頭，不是錯失了窗外風景，就是錯過了身旁的人
沒有人知道，能陪自己坐到終點站的人，究竟會是誰….
相愛的人，真的就能一路到達人生的終點站嗎？

Sorry and Thank You..

Sorry for the arrival of 'Tsunami' without notice...
Sorry for being cold to u...
Sorry for treating u badly...
Sorry if I made u unhappy...

Thank you for ur concern...
Thank you for ur tolerance...
Thank you for leaving me alone...
Thank you for not asking me...
Thank you for s*****ing me...

The reason y I like dis still exist..howeva..my mood will back to normal..My temperature will increase back and be high high like usual..So nth to worry about...=)

Everything will be ok at the end...If it's not ok..itz not the end...
Everything will be over soon...Now we juz wait for the time to come ony...

Dream is Always Dream...

Dream is not a bad thing..Even though dream can be 'sweet' or 'bitter'..but at least u r the director and the one who determine how the storyline goes on...Sometimes we will hope that our life can be like in the dream..everything goes on like wat we wan..Everyone will hope that the time juz freezes at the sweet moments..We may even planned different storyline for our stories and hope all of dis will really happen in our real life..

However....When the time comes..u nid to wake up no matter u wan o not...Coz dream is juz a momentary image in our life..Time is still running..we r still breathing..our nerves are still sending impulses to the brain for interpretation..our digestive system, endocrine system. renal system are still working...our blood is still flowing..our life still goes on..Some ppl ever say tat 'Ur life is determined by urself'..But after all...ony God has the right to do so as He is the only director of all the stories of life beings in the world..

In dream..you may have gone thru the happenings in the future but when the moment u turns bac...u will realize..U are still standing at d same place at the beginning of ur dream...And u will realize that...dream is always dream...

I heard cracking sound....=(

~No explanation~
So dont ask me o comment bout dis post..

A 'Short' Break...

Haizz..gonna hv exam 2moro and yet I still wanna write blog..So relax o me~oppss..not 2moro..is later..=.=''..coz itz oredi 12.55am..looks like I didnt put 100% effort in dis exam..but my brain is overloaded today..so now I don wanna read d notes that will make me feels sleepy ...>.<..Nid a short break 1st..Hehehe...itz juz an excuse for myself so tat I can continue writing my blog..=P...

But I did slack for quite a long period when I was studying juz nw..Clicked here clicked there...went to read ppl's blogs and etc~~And I juz went into jbtalk 2 hours ago and read other ppl's love story..Dis is a website introduced by cynthia laz 2 months I think..U can go there c c if u hv nth to do coz there are lotz of things to read~I juz read thru a girl's love story who is from Sabah as well..Woww..Took my 1 hour++ juz to finish reading her story..Luckily she got put link for each of her story posts on the 1st page so that I no nid to click page by page..if not I think I might take more 1 hour coz there are 215 pages for her post..of coz itz including other ppl's comments as well to make up to tat big figure~~

Sometimes I will feel suspicious about how true is d love story that she/he wrote in there..Coz all of the stories are too dramatic..I will feel like all of tat happenings are hardly to happen in reality..Like all tat can ony be found in those dramas~Did they put salt,sugar,vinegar or etc in their stories ? Hmm..Think ony God and him/her noe bout it..Bac to the story tat was written by the Sabahan girl..which is also very dramatic..from losing virginity to a bad guy, coupled wif a bad guy, aborted her own baby, her bf married wif another woman and yet they still together, stole money for her bf and finally got 性病 at laz..And d girl was only 15 years old when all of dis happened..LOL..Donno whether dis is true o not..But if it is a true story..Only 1 word can describe her the best...

STUPID

Yaya..Love is BLIND...But I think she was too blind edi !! And stupid too~~Lose her virginity to a guy so easily...Hmm..mayb can say she was too naive tat time ? Howeva..she made d scar herself which she cant remove it 4ever in her life..Anyways..itz none of my business..juz hope all the best to her and found a person that really loves her and can fulfill all the promises that had been made to her..Hahaha...Why am I writing dis ? Hmm..Too boring oredi I think and donno wat to write..So share dis story wif u~Hehehe...

In dis world, all of us are keep finding for our own true love~Some of u may had found it oredi..Some maybe 2moro, few days later, few months later or maybe years~Nobody noes when will their Mr/Mrs. Right appear and starts knocking on the door of their hearts...So everyone shud appreciate every relationship in ur life..Howeva..girls shud noe how to protect urself no matter how deep is ur love to ur bf..Coz if he's not ur Mr.Right..u are the one who will get hurt at the end..=3
You cant buy love.but you can pay heavily for it..from ur heart..

I guess I nid to make a stop now..Continue my revision ?? O go oi oi ??..Hmm..Moz probably d latter one..hahaha !!

TRUE LOVE comes quietly..Without banners or flashing lights...If u hear bells, get ur ears checked..

P/S-Not d bell sound in my blog o !! And I didnt edit the quote above o~~Juz coincidence ony...But good oso if u found ur true love right after reading my blog...hahaha !! =P

HappY BiRtHDaY MaMa !! ^0^

Yeah~~Yesterday was Mama's special day !! It was also the day where she gonna be in new age generation starting from number '2'~~Hahahah !! =P...Finished reading my Nerve Physiology notes at 1.30am and planned to sleep early coz nid to bake cake for mama early in the morning later..but donno y cant sleep !! =.='''..I kept turning on my bed and played my hp for til bout 5am...OMG...I've wasted bout 4 hours of my sleeping time..T_T..Not I don wanna sleep..but I CANT sleep..>.<..Woke up at 8.30am and baked a cake for mama..A super duper MOIST CHOCOLATE CAKE~~Coz I put 3X chocolates into it..Hahhaha !! let everyone hv diabetes~=P..

Felt very sleepy edi after baking the cake but cant go take a nap coz nid to go for lab after tat..We had a new tutor for our lab dis term..OMG..he talked soooo slow..made me felt more sleepy when listening to him..Zzzz...I wan my previous tutor bac ! >.<..Haihh..Anyways...when I tried to invert the cake to make deco..it didnt wan to come out from the pan..so me & Yvonne used fork and knife tried to take it out..And the result was..half of it did come out from the pan but half of it still stick on the pan !! OMG !! D cake is spoiled !! 0__0

Think I shud invert it when it was still warm tat time..So Yvonne asked me to bake a new one coz there was stil enuf time b4 the party started..Really thank you to her and Astley for rushing to Tesco to buy flour and chocolates for me coz I oredi finish using it for the morning's one..Howeva, I've postponed the party 1 hour later coz nid to wait for the cake to cool down..Luckily dis time everything goes smoothly ~~

~D 1st cake I baked in the morning~
~Looks like the smiley for the Halloween Day~

~D 2nd cake tat I baked laz minute~
~But dis 1 dont hv crack 1 leh..Nice Nice de~

~After the deco~
~Too much chocolates for the covering part~

~Domino's Pizzas !!~

~Yum Yum~

~Chit-Chatting while digesting the pizzas~

~Dis was the spoiled cake..but I put it in the container edi~
~We played mama by telling her tat dis was her bday cake =p~
~And she kept taking pics of it..Hahaha !~

~爱心蛋糕~

~Bday Gurl~

~Cut Cut Cut~

But hor..nobody wanna eat my cake coz they all were too full edi..They juz ate a bit only..huhuh...but I asked some of them to bring it bac coz I don wanna keep it in the fridge since I'm not gonna eat it..Donno..mayb coz I was the one who bake it gua..So I dont feel like wanna eat it..Luckily Astley helped to clear d spoiled cake while Mama and Yvonne cleared the bday cake..Yeah !! But they said delicious leh..hahahahah !!! So TTM o me..=P..Wanna eat cake ?? Find me find me..I can bake it for u =3..

Happy BiRthDay to MaMa once again !! Hope u had a warm and lovely birthday yesterday even though u are far apart from Malaysia and ur beloved one ^.^~
Love ya !!

Ngik Ngik Ngik~

Yeah~Juz adopted a green duckie from Yvonne !! She brought it back from her sis's place n gave it to me once she reached here..and another mini cow too..but I didnt take pic of it...hahaha..coz I prefer dis duckie than the cow~coz d duckie got sound 1 leh when u shake it..Ngik Ngik Ngik~~Hahaha !!

~Guekk Guekk Guekk~

~I saw a penguin in Sunderland !!! =3~
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Hahahaha !! I think I was too sot edi til took my penguin go out and take pic..hahaha !! =P

Aiyo..stayed in kitchen for hours but juz finished 1/4 of the notes..=.='''..and now writing boring post at here..really wasting time !! I'd juz blocked a bian tai lau in msn 1-2 hours ago..coz he kept talking those 'weird' topics..So no choice edi..=P..nvm..not really and don wan to be close wif him..Hahahah !!! Nid to study edi...Muz finish 'Guts' before I sleep !! +.+

My First Cake !!

Slept at 3.30am and woke up at 8.30am juz to make my chocolate cake~Haih..in Msia oso nt tat hardworking..coz I wont make those cookies ar..cake ar at home 1..Lazy~~Hahaha !! Yeah...Luckily I did it successfully by juz doing it for 1 round only..tot I hv to do many many times juz to get a cake which looks like a 'cake'...=.=''..hahahah !!

~Mix Mix Mix~
~Juz ignore the leakage part~

~Baking tray wif butter and some flour~

~Gonna go into the oven edi~

~Inside the oven~
'I nid to stay inside for 40 minutes 1 o..'
~Tik Tak Tik Tak~

~Yeah !~

~Looks more nicer after inverting it..but got crack in the middle..=(..nvm la..looks like 'Y'..hahahah !!~

Quite nice la d cake for a beginner like me..Hahaha !! Gonna make it again on Tuesday for Fui Yin's bday !! I will try to make cake oso coz of her..=P..hehehe...looks like she will hv a cake for her birthday since I can make it successfully today~hahah...will try to make some frosting for the cake on that day if can..=3

~XoXo~

~1st Buffet in UK~

Went to Newcastle today and had buffet in Lau's Buffet King in the Chinatown...D food there not really nice..but..ok ok la..juz some of them were too sweet and some dont hv any taste...0__0..Quite full edi after juz eating for 1 round..=.='''..but muz continue eat coz u oredi pay for it...We got play wif those food when we were full edi..(not a good habit o..but nvm la..=P)..

We got discuss bout 'kerbau' and 'lembu' issue when we were eating tat time..I owez say 'kerbau' 1 at home o outside ..like 'satay kerbau' ?? Hmm..dont remember whether I got say like tat o not..But they all said wat we owez eat is 'lembu'..0__0..So d meat tat Sabah ppl owez eat is lembu o kerbau ?? Hmmm...nid to ask frenz bout it..If really is lembu..means wat I owez said in dis 19 years is wrong...=.='''

~1st Smiley Face~
~But a bit weird weird de..hahaha !! Coz cynthia didnt wan to share some of the 'hair' (seaweed) wif me..so my smiley was lacking of hair ?? haha !! But didnt get to eat it coz d ppl took my plate away edi when I was accompanying mama go take food..=.=~

~2nd Smiley Face~
~A bit nicer compared to 1st one..=P..Haihh..stil like a kid..take those food n play~

~Think the ice-cream is nicer compared wif the food..YumYum~

~Fruits and some jelly~

~Ice-Cream Machine !! Feel like wanna play it but wasting money~

~XoXo~

01.01.2010 A NEW year..A NEW start...

OMG..today slept til 11.16am..=.=''' D alarm seems like cant wake me up edi..hahahaha !! Getting lazier day by day...Planned to start doing my report after finish taking shower..but I still failed to do so coz Dana called me and asked whether wanna go out n play snow o not ( Coz yesterday snow quite heavily )...=P..

Dis time d snow is quite thick compared to laz time..So we planned to make a snowman !! But I roll ar roll ar roll arrrrr...=.='''....lazy liao~~hahahaha !! I juz walked around and became d photographer..=P..But I oso good wat..I asked Astley to come down and help..C..If lazy muz find someone to replace and do ur job 1...hahahah !!! But he oso very ke lian la..kena asked to help bring some snow to make d snowman..but ended up being hit by us using snowballs..Donno whether u shud feel lucky o not be in the same group wif me and mama coz we owez bully u..hahahaha !!

Everyone like so busy o...Y I so free 1 ??!! Hahah !! =P

Mama mau ngamm edi coz I didnt help..=P

Snowman !!
Name : Pinky (but all of them don wan dis name..donno y..0_0)
Date of birth : 01.01.2010

But I didnt help tat much in making dis snowman =P..hahahah !!

Now I nid to start my report edi !! haizzzz....>.<